Sunday, August 12, 2007
Early morning woke up to a stomachache. Helped my mum do her internet check-in and stuff then finally fell aslp again until my sis came to wake me up at 12 noon! Went to compasspoint to have lunch at yoshinoya because min insisted on having yoshi.... Ergh! O ya... Finally I went to have dinner at the coffeeshop reluctantly.
I just saw the email sent by levin, my classmate frm ELW. He was mentioning tt we shall all bid for the class and stuff but then seriously just the thought of doing all these and starting sch is such a pain. My spirits was like immediately dampened. I really really feel like crying now! Sch is just such a pain! I really dun wanna go. Mdm Nora asked us a qns during ELW. She asked us whether were we living our own dreams or are we living other people's dreams. I paused for a moment and then I realised that everyone in my class except me was living their dreams. They willingly wanna stay in singapore and study in SMU and stuff. I cannot believe myself. Im always talking abt fighting for our rights but then I realised I didn't fight for myself at all. It's not that Im angry at this but then there are just too many things happening at the same time that sometimes u just have to give up whatever u dream for. Hais.... I really don't even know what Im typing in here. I don't even know how 2 express my feelings here. All I know is I just want to leave and get out of all these.
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